Lying

Another one of my demons...lying. For example. My husband came up to me and had proof that I was sending pics of myself to other guys and I tried to lie my way out of it! How stupid am I? Well, that was months ago and I am much more honest now. But still, I was like that for years.

I wouldn't just lie to my partner. I would lie to friends, family and co-workers. Whether it was lying to save my ass or just making up shit to make conversation.

I'm only 23 years old and have regrets up the ass. Life is short and I'm tired of feeling wasteful of this life I was given. Everyday is a struggle and I think writing about it helps. Everyday I will have to work on myself. I'm up for it :)