Didn't hear much from him yesterday. Why doesn't he make a REAL effort to talk to me and make this work? I know he felt it too, the love. I would die for him.
Didn't hear from him until 5:30 AM! He was drunk and was SET on starting a fight. I stayed up till a little past 4 waiting for him to call me. I finally fell asleep and he calls. Said he lost his phone at the bar and rode his scooter home. We always fight when hes drunk. Its a given. His asshole-ness really shows. The sad thing, he admits it too. And who is he going to hurt the most when hes drunk? Me, of course. He wouldn't listen! I just wanted to go back to sleep and talk to him today but he wouldn't stop calling. He told me if I hung up on him one more time it was over. I turned my cell off and unplugged the house phone so he wouldn't up Sebastian. It took me another hour or so to go back to sleep after that.
I wake this morning to a hurtful voice mail message. Basically, calling me trash. Still haven't heard from him today. I left a message on his phone. Saying we need to talk. No fighting or arguing, just talking. He probably doesn't even know its on there but still, he hasn't called.
At least I tried. He didn't...
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